Oct 21, 2008


Musings of A Beautiful Mess

Yep, that's EXACTLY what I am the past few days. I've read on another blog where she uses the term "mean and stabby" and I never really understood it until yesterday! OMG I was so mean and stabby! So mean and stabby, in fact that I got into it with my friend at a store and walked out. But then felt like an idiot because I don't live right up the street anymore and needed to get a ride home. Of course I didn't ask HER for the ride home. I called another friend and she came and picked me up. In my non PMS'y mind I knew I was being irrational and overreacted, but in my PMS induced rage I was justified by saying something not very nice and storming out of the store like a 4 year old *sigh* I fail!

I apologized to her and told her I know I wasn't very nice *not my exact words* and I'm sorry. We hugged and all is well.

Then Husband and I got into it today. UHG, I just feel like strangling someone right now. I'm not sure why. All I know is that if I don't get my hands around some one's throat I might explode. Which, come to think about it, might not be a bad thing for humanity.

Maybe I need to go to the doc and see if having PID in July and an ovarian cyst has something to do with these cramps I've had the past few months....It seems as if they've gotten worse since July. Or maybe it's just stress this month. Who the hell knows! Why does it have to be so damn complicated to be a woman?! I don't get it.

6 friends have commented:

Topcat on October 21, 2008 at 10:49 PM said...

Yay - I found you again, and have saved you to my favourites STAT.

I LOVE that pic, and I am so, so with you on the bitchy side. So badly.


Marie on October 22, 2008 at 7:23 AM said...

I get the bitchiness (understand and have it too :)) Last night was an assualt waiting to happen and, because of it being my anniversary, I felt terrible. But I do not feel that it is controlable.

I calmed down but geez.

Hope today is better for you...and me.

The Muser (aka Beautiful Mama) on October 22, 2008 at 11:03 AM said...

Oh, I can relate to mean and stabby! But it's never fun. :( Hope you feel better!

Aunt Becky on October 23, 2008 at 3:12 PM said...

I've been stabby for the past week. I'm blaming hormones, but I think that's unfair. I may just be a bitch.

alicia on October 24, 2008 at 12:51 PM said...

oh no!!! one thing i am SOO grateful for is that I never experienced PMS until I was on fertility drugs! haha.

I hope it passes for you soon and you return to your nice self!

Anonymous said...

I'd go with that. Mean and stabby makes for interesting days!

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