Here I am at the end *hopefully* of a very emotional week. I am still a bit sad and things make me cry easily. Not just a bit weepy, but actually crying. I find myself missing my mom, my dad, my lil sis, my best friend, and my husband.
Obviously, my mom, I will miss forever. My dad lives about 3 hours away and even though I talk to him at least once a day, I still miss him. I miss mother henning him when he visits. I miss sitting on the couch and watching T.V. I just miss my daddy.
My little is isn't so "little". She is only one year and 4 days younger then I and hates it when I call her my "little sister". Yet, that's what I call her and she will live with it. I miss being able to see her everyday. I missing doing the silly stuff we do as sisters.
My best friend moved to Washington a few months ago and I miss her terribly! After 11 years of being best friends and sharing EVERYTHING, she is so far away. Almost 4 of those 11 years, we lived together. We had a lot of ups and some downs, but in the end living with my best friend was something I will NEVER regret. I miss the moments of needing to get out of the house and going for a walk and talking about nothing and everything. I miss how she always gets me and I always get her. She's happy and I am happy for her, but my heart aches just a little bit because I miss that woman!
Every day my husband leaves for work at 1:00. It's been this way for a little over a year, yet every day at 1:00 I get a little sad. I walk him out to the car, give him a hug and see him off. It sounds a bit dramatic, it isn't, but I still miss him. I talk to him though out the day, but I am so glad when it's 11:00 and he's home.
It's been a very emotional week for me, for many different reason. Times are changing and I am learning that no matter what happens in our future, I will have memories and these memories are more precious to me then anything else.