I went and had a girls' night out last night. One of my friends and i went and did some leisurely shopping and browsing. We had so much fun. We laughed, tried on crazy shoes, took clothes off the racks, put them back because we didn't care for it, all kinds of fun "girl stuff". Then we went to a movie. We went to see Mama Mia. If you haven't seen this movie...go NOW! It is an AMAZING movie. I was either crying because I was laughing SO hard so I was crying because it was an emotional part in the movie that just made me cry. There aren't very many movies, I would go see again and again, but this one is one of those, for sure! Meryl Streep is absolutely beautiful. She acted amazingly and the rest of the cast was awesome, as well!
I'm not sure if anyone cried as much as I did during the movie, I know my friend cried during one particular emotional part, but I had tears streaming down my cheeks almost the whole time. I've been awfully emotional lately and I'm unsure as it why. It might be all of the changes coming up in our lives, but I don't feel scared. I don't feel uncertain about any of them. I feel very at peace with these changes. I've been thinking a lot about my mom and that's always been an emotion thought, but I'm just not sure why I feel as though I'm on the verge of tears all day long.
I don't feel angry at anything. I don't feel sad at anything, I'm just emotional. Like I could cry over something as small as stubbing my toe. Like rock back and forth in the fetal position, cry. I'm not trying to stop it, I've learned that if I do that, then I'll be at the grocery store and someone will bump into my cart and not apologize and I will have an hysterical breakdown. It's happened before. It's a little on the embarrassing side, but eh nothing I can do about it now. All I can do it learn from my history of being emotional and go with the flow. Even if that means crying over "nothing".