Apr 29, 2010

Sugar Doll

Musings of A Beautiful Mess
Well that was annoying..apparently Blogger won't let me add pictures to me blog directly from my computer anymore. Anyway....

Kristin gave me an award! WOOOHOOO thanks doll! This is perfect because I have eleventy billion things bouncing around in my head but none of them are related. Here is The Low Down of what I am suppose to do.... I have to say 10 things about myself and then I need to give this award to 10 fellow bloggers

1) I have a secret that I've only told a few people but I'm going to spill my guts here. It isn't THAT much of a secret, but it's huge to me. I want to be a nurse (that's not it) but I don't want to be just any nurse, I want to be a fertility nurse! I believe I have the ability to do it, I'm just unsure of the logistics of it. The closest clinic to me is about an hour away. The biggest hospital for training is almost 2 hours away. I might end up going to nursing school there, anyhow so it might be a doable goal. Only time will tell, but there it is. It's finally out in the open. I'm both terrified and excited!

2) When Dirty has his anxiety attacks, I have to confess I have thoughts in my head that aren't very nice or supportive. I never say them out loud and I know I am entitled to my thoughts, but I still feel bad for having them.

3) When someone else cleans my kitchen, it takes everything I have to thank them. They live here too, why do I need to thank them for cleaning up after themselves?

4) I am a HORRIBLE house keeper! I'm not even exaggerating when I say this, my house is usually a disaster of unfolded laundry and school books laying around. You don't even want to know the state of my kitchen floors and bathroom, it's embarrassing.

5) My children and 13 and 6 and I STILL check to see if they're breathing ever night.

6) I go out with my friends usually once a week and despite being told many times I should stay at home with my family because apparently I'm not allowed to have a life outside my home, I enjoy it and always have a good time.

7) When I do go out with my friends, I am usually with more men than women and sometimes I get a ride from a man(!) Walking into wherever we end up with another man this isn't my husband causes a lot of whispers and I get way TOO much enjoyment out of it.

8) I am LOVING my Human Sexuality class. I've read more chapters in that book than I need to, but it's SO interesting!

9) I've never mowed a lawn in my life! I always told Dirty that I'd mow the lawn if we got a house, looks like I might have to mow a lawn this summer. Which I won't mind because that means WE'LL HAVE A HOUSE!!!

10) I have decided that pay a little bit more for clothing is worth it. I've gotten 2 shirts and a dress at WalMart and all of the have a hole in the seem. ANNOYING!

Alright, now who to pass it on to....

JellieBraden. I met this BEAUTIFUL woman on twitter and her blog is AMAZING, as are her tweets! Go check her out.
WannaBeMom. Another BEAUTIFUL woman I met on twitter. She just started a blog, go check it out! She is a wonderful, supportive friend!
Sass. She is in the dreaded two week wait right now. She could use a lot of distraction, and as always some love.
Kristal. Her oldest just had her 15th birthday, go over and wish her a happy birthday!
Heather. She is having a hell of a week! She told me yesterday that she was so bored, she was thinking about eating her own face. I reminded her how much of a mess that would be, thankfully she changed her mind.
Raelene. Not only is she AWESOME and totally deserves this award, but she lives in an amazing town that rallied for their neighbors. the story is both heartbreaking and heart warming.
Jamie. She needs to be flooded with love right now. Plus she gave me her phone number! I can now stalk her..YAY!!!
Ellen. Obviously she's awesome, but her last post was a cliff hanger! Soooo not cool. hopefully this will get her blogging again ;o)
Gabby! She won't have time to write anything because she just had her babies! Go over and give her a hug!
Katiepie. She is awesome, amazing, AND beautiful. she's going through some MAJOR stuff right now and could use something to make her smile.

Thanks again, Kristin, I really appreciate it!

**not sure why my spell check decided to KEEP the words highlighted, but it did.**
*And now Heather fixed it*

8 friends have commented:

Jamie on April 29, 2010 at 6:04 PM said...

Thank you so much!! You are too good to me.

WannabeMom on April 29, 2010 at 6:19 PM said...

Aww You're sweet! I liked your 10 things and you'd make a great fertility nurse!!!

Raelene on April 30, 2010 at 7:19 AM said...

Yay!! Thanks so much!! I'll get on that asap :):)

Kristin on May 2, 2010 at 11:20 AM said...

1. I think you will be an AMAZING fertility nurse.
2. As long as you remember that those are inside thoughts (as in inside the brain), all is good.
4. I would feel right at home then...LOL.

As for mowing a lawn, add in an mp3 player and the time spent can be mentally therapeutic.

Anonymous said...

Go for that goal of being a fertility nurse!!! Wonderful!

Have fun mowing that lawn it looses its thrill after you finished the first swipe. Just be careful with the spinning blades never put your hand near them, even when the mower is shut off. They have this ability to snap back.

You are a beautiful person. I love reading your Blog!

kimbosue on May 4, 2010 at 8:16 AM said...

Great list!

A fertility nurse is perfect! You will really understand where they are coming from!

Whatever never mowed before! It was my summertime chore! And that was before self propelled mowers!

WiseGuy on May 5, 2010 at 7:20 AM said...

You would be a great nurse...Why I would even let you give me an injection!!! ;-)

Well you are nice to include just your kitchen...I would have added the whole house to the mix!

Jingle on May 11, 2010 at 5:02 PM said...


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